Ah.. dammit. It's finally here. My anus is f--king painful and I'm so damn bloated.
Is that the cause of me binging like mad the past few days?! My weight is now the highest I'm at ever. *crying*
When will I ever get to return to 46.5kg??!!!!!
Taking a hiatus this week and maybe the nest to sort out my feelings before I return to blogging my intake.
Praying to God, but nothing seems to help.
Saturday, January 29, 2011
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
26 Jan 2011 Wednesday
Well, I succumbed to the Binge Monster today.
There're quite a number of reasons why I binged, mainly because I didn't eat my full allocated calories for the past 2 days and I didn't eat at proper times.
ARGH. So frustrated with myself right now. I'm still constipated even though I binged. sucks to the max.
I shan't bother to record down the food today, it's too horrifying an amount.
There're quite a number of reasons why I binged, mainly because I didn't eat my full allocated calories for the past 2 days and I didn't eat at proper times.
ARGH. So frustrated with myself right now. I'm still constipated even though I binged. sucks to the max.
I shan't bother to record down the food today, it's too horrifying an amount.
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
25 Jan 2011 Tuesday
In a horrible mood today, I'm so bloated cos I think my period's coming. My tummy is protruding out, feels like there's a lot of poop and water in my body!
Was busy with stuff so didn't have a proper meal today.
515pm: (pathetic time I know.. was so busy!)
kimchi + 6 tuna maki
1045pm:
2 apples
Activity
NONE
Argh... I really feel like binging now.
Lord, please help me to overcome it.
I shall come here and blog all my feelings out when I feel like stuffing myself with food.
I know the issue is psychological because I'm not physically hungry, but the urge is so strong as it has been my normal routine to binge at least 3 times a week for about 3 years. And by a binge I mean close to 7000 kcal in a span of 3 hours. SCARY RIGHT? I know a lot of girls complain, "Oh I binged on tons of food, so guilty.." Totally pisses me off when they say this. Puh-lease, what you think is a binge might be overeating, just compare it to the amount I binge on!!!
Was busy with stuff so didn't have a proper meal today.
515pm: (pathetic time I know.. was so busy!)
kimchi + 6 tuna maki
1045pm:
2 apples
Activity
NONE
Argh... I really feel like binging now.
Lord, please help me to overcome it.
I shall come here and blog all my feelings out when I feel like stuffing myself with food.
I know the issue is psychological because I'm not physically hungry, but the urge is so strong as it has been my normal routine to binge at least 3 times a week for about 3 years. And by a binge I mean close to 7000 kcal in a span of 3 hours. SCARY RIGHT? I know a lot of girls complain, "Oh I binged on tons of food, so guilty.." Totally pisses me off when they say this. Puh-lease, what you think is a binge might be overeating, just compare it to the amount I binge on!!!
24 January 2011 Monday
Monday, January 24, 2011
A New Beginning
This will be my weight loss blog from now on!
I'll do my best to record every single day's food, so I won't be tempted to binge and I'll be accountable to my readers. (that is IF anyone actually bothers reading this) LOL
I'll do my best to record every single day's food, so I won't be tempted to binge and I'll be accountable to my readers. (that is IF anyone actually bothers reading this) LOL
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